I started reading "Ripe: A Novel" by Sarah Rose Etter today. This book has won awards and is highly praised by Roxane Gay for its uniqueness and brilliance. It tells the story of a woman in Silicon Valley who must choose how much she will sacrifice for success. Fans of "My Year of Rest and Relaxation" and "Her Body and Other Parties" will enjoy this surreal tale.
Love Guides Me Into the Future
Whatever Path I Take, I Will Share My Love
After last weekend’s heavy rain, the wetlands by the frog pond were now dry enough for me to take the path. The water was like a reflective sheet of glass, with some sections opaque and others as clear as a babbling brook. As I walked, my mind wandered freely, and the sound of the frogs croaking guided me through the wilderness. I could see a future without limitations rather than obstacles in my way.
My Apple Watch notified me that I had closed my moving ring, but my body reminded me that I needed to hurry to the restroom. Despite this, I paused as I approached the slabs that allowed me to tiptoe over the waterway. The pond reflected life’s choices more clearly than any self-help guidebook.
The ink-dark portions of the pond were impenetrable and reflected nothing of my world. I feared that if I stepped into that portion, I would disappear. However, the transparent part of the pond reminded me that the water was so shallow it would only reach my mid-calf. Despite being wet, I could walk forward unimpeded and knew I could not drown.
The sound of the frogs wakes me from my rest. The sun’s warmth invites me to venture forth, and I stroll past the pond to the path around the sports field. As a widow, the darkest fears of my life recede as I proceed toward the park’s comfort facilities. I will always confidently move forward, trusting in love to guide me. I aim to share my passion, embrace life’s challenges and joys, and live fully.
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