I Choose to Live Fully
Choosing Life so My Children and Grandchildren Can Live!
Estimated reading time: 1 minute, 41 seconds
Regardless of life’s challenges, we have choices about how we live. In the fall of 2019, my wife was diagnosed with an aggressive but treatable lymphoma by Dr. Saksena. Despite a life in which she and I faced many obstacles, this was the biggest she had ever encountered.
After receiving the diagnosis, we attended Yom Kippur evening, morning, and afternoon services the next day. In the afternoon, we found seats on the right side near the bema in a less crowded sanctuary. Rabbi Renee Edelman read “Therefore Choose Life” based on Deuteronomy 30:19.
Today, I have given you a choice between life and death, between blessings and curses. Now I call on heaven and earth to witness the choice you make. You would choose life so that you and your descendants might live!”
Jan squeezed my hand tightly, causing me to worry about my blood circulation. She turned to me and whispered, “I choose life.”
As I prepare to attend the High Holiday services for the third time since my loved one passed away, I reflect on my choice to live. It is a simple choice but one that carries great significance. I choose life so that future generations may also have the opportunity to live and thrive. I refuse to be consumed by death and negativity. Instead, I strive to make the most of the life I have been given. My mantra is always to be kind, to lend my strength to others, and to never dwell on weakness. I choose, now and daily, to live with purpose and intention.
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Love Guides Me Into the Future
The ink-dark portions of the pond were impenetrable and reflected nothing of my world. I feared that if I stepped into that portion, I would disappear. However, the transparent part of the pond reminded me that the water was so shallow it would only reach my mid-calf. Despite being wet, I could walk forward unimpeded and knew I could not drown.
The sound of the frogs wakes me from my rest. The sun's warmth invites me to venture forth, and I stroll past the pond to the path around the sports field. As a widow, the darkest fears of my life recede as I proceed toward the park's comfort facilities. I will always confidently move forward, trusting in love to guide me. I aim to share my passion, embrace life's challenges and joys, and live fully.
